Indigo Dreams

I lost myself in myself

and can no longer come through

the mucky river I'm suppose to cross

instead I'm drowning and losing my sanity.

I'm crying out but no one hears me

my soul is disappointed in my weary antics

the pain in my body has taken over

and my thoughts in my mind has swallowed my body

so my mind stands on its own

as  my body lays there lifeless, limp

as if it its waiting to awake from a long nights dream.

Awake me

shake me

loose me

from my worries

for they have taken over.

My body wants to achieve my minds thoughts

my aspirations

my desires

and as long as, it takes.

Taking life a bit slower because

I lost myself in myself

and can not see myself through

my darkest of

Indigo dreams.